i'm catching my breath, harder and harder each time. polishing every idea till every single one is perfect crushing ice cubes, i need some water like a plant, i need to grow i need constant growth who am i if there's no getting better i don't wanna live in the world without a goal it's pointless then let me rest new ideas came they need my attention right now let this one sink in its flesh i won't cry after it there will be plenty to come newer fresher better more creative let this one die let chaos take over