26 days
since i’ve heard your voice
and your laugh.
I told you “I love you”
like I always did
and you hung up on me.
thus beginning the process
of losing you.
I remember the day I sent you a video of what my voice sounded like.
and you said it was cute
which eased my anxiety of hearing a recording of my voice.
that fear came true.
you don’t want to hear my voice anymore.
it’s been 6 days since we last texted
since the last time a picture of your face
was on my screen.
i’m waiting for you to miss me
like you said you have been.
but it feels like you haven’t,
you don’t stop talking to someone you miss
when they’re just one click away.
my phone says it’s 11:11pm
and my only wish is to talk to you
one last time.