Those words you tolled me felt like
A bullet going through my heart...
A knife ripping it open...
An explosion going of from the inside...
It felt like i was bleeding

The weeks after that it felt like my heart
Was made of concrete...
Was made of steel...
Was made of ice...
It felt like it was made of nothing

I hope that in the future it will feel like
It is made of fire and lite me up...
It is made of snow so my heart can melt once again...
It is made of flesh so it can pump love once again...
It is made of everything I want it to be so I can feel again