Its been
6 months since I saw your smile in my presence
5 months since I was able to call you my own
4 months since I stopped crying
3 months since I tried to reach out
2 months since I moved on
1 month since I realized I have to face you again

...and yet last night I dreamt of you

It was where I met you
And you were sitting right where I left you
And you smiled
It as slow at first as if you were uneasy
Then all at once with the warmth and happiness I used to know

And your arms were around me again
They way they always used to be
And you weren't so cold  
And just as I began to settle I was awake again

I opened my eyes to the darkness