Nov 2018
Broken, bent, beaten and burned.
Spirit weary, and my belief worn thin.
My mind turned,
What I now 'knew' I had to unlearn.
What I now felt, I had to upturn.
To fight the doubt,
To fight the fear,
Took a crack in the shell
For me to peer,
Within.
Realize
I needed real ties,
No half-truths, no fallacies,
No small talk,
No niceties.
I need you raw and real.
My strength is fear.
To face it together,
Win alongside eachother.
A need to learn,
The depths of the world.
Only then could I be me.
Spirit weary, and my belief worn thin.
My mind turned,
What I now 'knew' I had to unlearn.
What I now felt, I had to upturn.
To fight the doubt,
To fight the fear,
Took a crack in the shell
For me to peer,
Within.
Realize
I needed real ties,
No half-truths, no fallacies,
No small talk,
No niceties.
I need you raw and real.
My strength is fear.
To face it together,
Win alongside eachother.
A need to learn,
The depths of the world.
Only then could I be me.
Post panic attack and anxiety facing situations. I have had a couple of days to think through all that I have gone through I now I am slowly realising why I am at this point in my life in this way. I hope to make and stick to the changes I know will make my life better.
