Are red from scathing acid It's not like you can see them She didn't hit me
We went through a lot That's what we said
She told them She might love
She never told She never showed it either I knew I loved her
Or less she admitted it It feels like a curse The people I deeply
Others, too or more Which could be fine with him If it weren't for
Inability to carry out Multiple relationships Or at least to care about what
Alone and abandoned Unloved and unworthy To her I wasn't
She loved me more I don't care that she never told me Just that
She never showed me
Lasting love or compassion Never proved that poly works And then poly came up again
I'm sad about it The idea makes me feel broken I'm so sorry I don't want poly
The structure of this piece is intended so that the single lines are utilized twice, both for the line before it and for the one after it.
Polyamory was really freeing for me at one point, but then it hurt a lot. I know poly can work, but, as of right now, I am actively choosing monogamy. I feel bad for not giving my partner the chance to experience poly with me, but I am not ready.