I understand. That you are frustrated. Alone like a dot. In the puzzle of your routine. I know. How thoughts can become clocks. The terrifying performance of repeat. I share it. Your idea of total estrangement. Blonde avenues without a silver soul. I believe you. Those sharp ideas to break free. To be ruled by pure impulse. I’ve got your back. That plan to draw meaning. To assist others to pleasure. I realize that too. That you’re at the edge of the night. That you’ve got goosebumps as stars on your skin. I do not deny it. The vastness of every unused minute. Cold, the cold bored instant. I share your opposition. To the lake of doubt that drowns the hope. To the ache of death that drives the howl. I understand. How small a part of life can sting. I know. That you are frustrated. Alone like a dot .