My mind becomes cluttered. Since I was a kid.. the simplest of thoughts add on top of one another.
even though there is a big lack of stimulus Like a television with one hundred channels demanding "A view" the "medical clicker" is lost and your brain seem's "too full to align with clearing itself back to complicity..". You are full in the head..newer ideas are next to impossible temperament becomes askew The "treatment" is "stimulus" the doctors mistake such as "mania" Since a hyperactive child never grows..the energies never cease, as well. Blind eyes, who fail to "look outside an unorganized box of practioner's recycled thoughts," could ever help (neither the victim nor the prescribe) to place on the right pair of glasses Such failed views .. clarity.. shall never be something that they "see" in order "to grow" or are willing to "grow with" refusing newer education and treatment grounds An open page of a "still unfinished book" Such meanings which all who need to be "open eyed" enough to be able to show them in order "for them to ever know" To teach the afflicted "How to channel the energies and the focus" as you mind's eyes are "in need of glasses" Give the wrong treatment and the medicine can burn out clearer views than the regimens he's tried and deemed "the only one" Not one size fits all Look to the old, however, might be a mix with the new? "Not every remedy is addictive or harmful" "nor does one pair of glasses clear the visions of all.."
just as these so called "experts say" to " save your life is the quota" not "how many cases in which the practitioners have half-way saved.. walking on egg-shells..to save their own careers" (Shells)
It makes another successful life from a once cluttered mind to loyalty and honor of the one who had helped him Such a a once lost patient does keep in his now "clearer mind." Who cared more for the advancement and quality of life of the one who asked for his "helpful hands" Not "Magic hands" "openness" is always the "better mixture" of "pills and therapy" The vision cure that always seems to be the math equation that leads to successful medical group and their great sounding cliche and "medical change and reprimands." Not afraid in sticking up for the betterment of their one client then such additions of success become an army of the "grown children" with the right "pair of glasses" that see more than just a "glass" half full, however, "the world."
Now, this bright and more colorfully lit world will shed light to those left "in the blurred dark" as the once lost were found and the found shall become part in healing those professionals who chase "selective cases" like "hungry sharks."
This long poetic entry is in support of those with Adult or Childhood Adhd and have received the wrong treatment. Until the right and trustful treatment regimens and practitioner was found. Adhd is hell. A lot of doctors protect themselves, instead of who they are fighting for. I know that with the right treatment (older medication and therapy" or newer medications and treatment" A doctor must be open to even invent a treatment process, that can help, rather be routine and destructive.