As I lay... ever so awake Hours long before the sun ascents In bed with you is where I want to be Watch you sleep and smile at the thought That here, my dear is where I want to be Baby, even though you’ll never know The daydream of this - imagined scene
As hour of the bright draws near I’ll drift further from the truth of you Into rain and melancholy shades of blue Makeup of my fake placed smile Gives way through my dappled mind The sun is peeking through the cracks As rays of light eliminate obscurity of My self delusion thoughts...
Saw my ex the other day and my thoughts of “what if” came to play...