heartbreak.
bitter sharp pains in my heart with every breath;
every second we spend apart.
alone. i'm all alone, now, and it hurts more than i thought it would.

i sit in my blue corner, adorned with blankets
and comfort and yet, still, i feel only the cold you left.
you stole all my warmth, my sun.
you stole all my heart, my stars.
you stole my happiness, my moon.

you were everything and yet, babe, here i am.
broken, alone and shivering.
writing poetry that no one will read,
grieving a loss that will never leave
why did you steal from me?

breathing is hard,
lungs heave the weight of wonders
wondering if you'll come back,
if you're good for me or if you're the poison in my lungs
you make me sick, homesick

i'm heartbroken, young and fractured
too naive to know and too fragile to care
i loved you, i love you and i'm full of tears
no more happy days, no more sunshine
is it safe to cry?