We often hide our feelings, away from the light, it’s kept in the dark for what it feels, an eternity.
Maybe just continuing to keep it all inside will help us, simply ignoring the emotions will do the trick.
So we let it become a habit, shoving everything deep down within us, all due to one action we didn’t think much of.
And merely when we think it’s all under control, the bottle begins to tip.
Did we overfill the bottle of emotions, maybe we stored in too much for our hearts to handle?
Then it comes out, a deluge of tears and the never ending pain and hurt, an overflow of emotions usually kept in the dark.
Often, we face the question, ‘why is this happening to me?’
Maybe we want to be okay, but how can you be okay?
What exactly is okay?
So discreetly it is hidden that no one knows we’re in pain, and maybe, maybe it’s for the best.
To act like everything is okay, to not show weakness nor vulnerability.
We bottle it up, repeating every process, all hell breaks loose when the bottle finally tips, all on its own.
It is then, when we are all alone, the tears threatening to fall finally join in on the chaos.
And to keep it away from the others, we try our hardest to provide an illusion of we are okay.
Deep down, there is a bottle of emotions hidden in the darkness, far from the reach of others, forbidden to reveal itself.
how high is your bottle ?