Crippling self doubt plagues my existence. Injecting itself into my blood stream; immobilizing my muscles numbing my tongue and muting my voice box.
It quenches its thirst by tearing my self image limb from limb and ploughing my insides till there is nothing left.
It either bombards like gunfire inside my head firing flaws into questions or drain each cell's confidence leaving the muscles to shiver and shudder and words hesitant to leave my tongue.
My flesh that houses doubt is familiar with every capillary of my insecurity; Whispering my shortcomings and scrutinizing the details that make me, me.
It is a constant fight, invisible to the eyes. Internal; it's all in my head.