Voices in my head constantly tell me I'm not enough, gorgeous enough, thin enough. They tell me I should change who I am because I won't be loved looking rough. They tell me I should have a smaller nose, smaller thighs, smaller everything. They say "you're prettiest friends are your thinner ones. If you wanna be like them then stop eating every single little thing." I'm disgusting, they say. I'm unworthy of love and I'll never find it. "GET YOURSELF THIN." they scream. "AND YOU'LL FIND TRUE LOVE IN A BIT." The voices are cruel. They never let up. They tell me "All of your thin friends get the guys attention, you don't because you're ugly and fat." "They never give you a second thought because you're too big." They spat. I know I'm ugly and fat. I'm not thin. My mind is a toxic place so I'm giving up and giving in.