I fell in love in love with a person i known all my life, and a person i met at the beginning of the school year, i told to one i've known forever i loved him when i had a panic attack, and i just started dating the one i just met, the person i've known is in PPH a suicide hospital, the other is on the way to his class in Wabash, the person in PPH is there because of me i think because i told him, the other is waiting to get on the bus to sit with me on the way home, the person gone, has a girlfriend and he said"if things don't work out than i'm asking you out because i love you" and i told him that i had a boyfriend yesterday, Now, he has 100 new scars and i think its my fault, i didn't want to be sad watching him and his girl, At my table being happy while i was sad, i love two people one here, one gone but i still love them both but i love the one whose gone more......