I'm in a rut, when will it end, I'm sick of toxicity in my guts. They tell me stop being bothered, what's wrong with you? Your like a broken doll that's always wearing blue. We don't wanna hear your cry anymore or see your tears, we wanna be happy, what's wrong with you? I'm struggling inside, more than you know but I can feel it all too well and you turning your back on me makes me feel it more. I'm trying to be the best me everyday, when my emotions come out to play and I make a mistake just know I'm trying my best. I'm like a broken doll that feels like I belong back on the shelf. What do you do when your best isn't good enough?