I consider existence an opportunity: Think of the trillions upon trillions of would be humans denied life. How is that I, a person so nondescript, could be afforded this opportunity? How am I able to exist when so many others can't?
How is that I exist in this millisecond within the hour? A millisecond between the stars and the monarchs. Who would I be if I didn't exist right here?
Fleeting. That's how I would describe this. I may live to be ninety or I may live just one more day. It all feels the same. But will I?
I'm just clamoring for one more day. But why do I clamor? Why do I clamor for another day of complacency?
I enjoy this opportunity that I have yet to truly fulfill. It's a matter of when, and not if. Who will I be when the reaper comes knocking at my door? Will I be who I am now? If so, what a waste of a precious opportunity. Will I be something better? Could I be?