I told myself I'd never fall again, Yet here I am. I told myself I wouldn't love again, Yet here I am. I told myself I'd never trust again, Yet here I am. I told myself I'd never truly smile again, Yet here I am. I told myself I'd never be able to laugh again, Yet here I am. I told myself I'd never be loved again, Yet here I am. IΒ Β told myself I'd never be happy again, Yet here I am. I told myself I'd stay happy. Yet here I am. I told myself I'd never cry over you, Yet here I am. I told myself you'd always be there for me, Yet here we are, far apart.
Oh the beautiful lies and the false hope we gave ourselves. When will we learn to descend From the fantasy that we built Farewell love, I'm glad that we met
Random, hazy, raw, and true That's what I was going for. Exploring out of the rhyme scheme and basic metaphor.