only the first few pages scribbled with thoughts it was five years ago yet u only wrote that much but through those i already saw what went on im sorry i didn’t see that earlier im sorry for not noticing i thought u didn’t know me yet i was wrong i didn’t know u u were suffering so much yet keeping quiet the whole time why didn’t u tell me anything not even one thing u told me u should have let me know earlier u should have told me something now its too late i can’t do anything i teared up after seeing what u wrote im sorry for not noticing what was going on