Why must I love the one that hates me? I have given up my life and all that I had .
I never saw this coming , something so good turning so bad.
I've never witnessed  one person consumed by so many beings inside his head
After it's all said and done and the feeling of loneliness creeps upon you I hope you realize every hateful thing you ever said.
But it will be to late to say I'm sorry because you've turned    every bit of love I have for you into fear and sadness and made  me so cold.
You will think about the love I had for you when you are all alone and growing old.  
So this is my goodbye as the tears roll down my face ,
I must pick up these broken pieces of what's left of my heart and try to put them back in place.
I Pray that you one day find yourself and become the man I know you can be.
Somewhere deep inside of you a man with patience, kindness, and so much love , just wanting to be set free.
©KimE2018