Even I hear the sounds of silence in your bedroom. I hear the ever noisy silence ringing outside the cracks of the window. I am tearing up inside, losing control. I clenched my fists and buried myself in my moutain of comfort on the fabrics of your bed. I am trying to stay happy, to talk to you. But I was afraid to shout, afraid to let the monster in the cage out. Do you hear me? As I stand in silence like the wind? Do you hear me through the Spears and knives of your hurt words? Do you....?