you were blue and i am yellow you liked the way i brightened rooms i thought we could make a home run true but no winning evolved while our garden bloomed for as my love for you grew it expanded way beyond you
and it wasn't long before you knew exposing your true shades of gray when you touched me but you looked her way you decided olive green just didn't look good on you
i have always preferred green over purple and you once told me you felt the same but that one night where you both lied you chose the latter you took her side
and i’m not sure if it's because she appeared shiny red and i was becoming a worn out yellow but it shouldn’t have mattered because you plucked me first and you and i both know that's not what you do to flowers when you love them you were supposed to water me but you showered her instead
and now i am left here trying to heal the paper cuts i got from the countless times i ran in circles trying to catch your racing heart but it barely ever grazed my fingertips and each time i looked down to see what was left of you and me
i was struck in the face with the sad reality that we had never even made it off of home base
~11/20/16~ the very first poem i ever wrote, not even realizing i could move my way out of the darkest heartache i’d ever known through my own words i never knew homed my bones. but i’ll never regret. it’s amazing how much light shines through the cracks you left.