Told you my deepest regrets Then you let them get swept in the wind Trusted you with those secret moments You showed me love that was only pretend
It was over long before it began Should have seen from the start Ignored my instincts like a fool Handed you my heart
Somehow kept me frozen in place Throughout hurt and dishonesty Despite the tears, fights, long nights Believed we were meant to be
Thought the pleasure was worth the pain Was ready to settle for what little you gave Realized there was hope for inner peace Though your soul was already too gone to save
Tried all the ways I knew how To teach you how to turn around I was too late, your fate since promised To shadows to which you are bound
I tried to fight demons off But was battling them alone Gave every bit of strength I have Unable to win the war on my own
The silhouettes ailed your soul Blackness was all you could feel Dug the dirt out to your center So deep could never fully heal
Tried to remain standing upright Counting stars to keep sane Mapping paths of wild constellations Scattered across walls of my eager brain
Brightest always burn out fast Leave traces fading in the sky Was hard to see past your sparkling surface Guess I didn't really try
Lost control of persistent thoughts Failed to mark accurate score Until your games blurred together And we weren't certain who was winning anymore
Rules no longer held weight Meaningless numbers displayed on a page Order and sense went out the window We started expressing our rage
Ounces of emotion littered about The universe and galaxy Testament to the immensity of our love Time-tested passion simple to see
We lost important items Burned to ash and sand Slashed into scraps of fabric Left to gather what remained with hands
Each came with a seperate story To onlookers was all the same shade of red Neither of us the villian Could have made better choices instead
Every morning faced new failures Took awhile to see we werent meant to be Though apart I still feel threads of you Your bones woven with strands of me