My pen feels much like my heart today as the ink that flows to my paper is speechless as my heart is broken and knows no words to say. When everything I've ever wanted in this life continues into the darkness more every passing day. Have you ever felt like you were screaming so loud but not a soul seemed to hear. Almost like you were standing right in front of them but they never knew you were near. I've become invisible to the only man I've truly ever loved and it's killing me inside. He would rather throw our love away than to give up his pride. So somewhere somehow I must find the strength to make a decision to go or stay. It's hard to face the harsh reality of letting go of my one true love if my choice is to walk away
The hardest decision in my life should I stay or walk away