I had a secret in my mind,  
that soon someday you would be mine.
Only from afar had I seen you be
but you were always so truly nice to me.
Something told me it was time,
to well and truly cross line and to
close the space between our seperate lives.
The chance was now I could see, my brain was screaming telling me. But when it came to my lips my voice grew weak and as it happened I did not choose to speak.