and when you say my name i hope it burns like whiskey in the back of your throat i hope it rips at your insides just like you did to mine because you kissed her after you had spent the night kissing me you took me out to a movie and dinner then ****** me beneath your sheets only to go to a ball game the next day to watch fireworks, explode in the sky and the whole time she was sitting by your side kissing you and staring into your eyes you sat and told me you loved me that i was the girl of your dreams that you would never do anything to hurt me you wrote it with your lips onto my skin etched it into the depths of my heart your name flowing through my veins only for me to find that you've been telling her you loved her too etching the same words into her heart telling her that she was your world that is was she who made you happier than you've been in a long, long time you had to decide between both her and i two girls with ocean eyes and when you chose her my heart died and here i stand a half of a whole with no idea where to go