tonight, i lay in bed with my lover legs tangled up together feeling every breath he takes with the rise and fall of his chest and i listen to the beat of his heart telling me that this is forever
but what is forever and how long is it actually? 8 months? 10 years? where will it take us? an apartment complex with no AC but a love so endearing? or a big house somewhere as we watch our kids play in the front yard? or maybe just until morning for when the sun rises you'll decide this isn't what you wanted just capture the moment right here, right now because maybe forever only lives on in photographs of things bound to be forgotten
all i know is that in this bed of memories is where i want to stay until i am nothing but dust and bones. and maybe flowers will grow from the ashes in honor of the love we share, resembling the hopes of forever. for maybe the bodies we inhabit won't live forever but the memories of the life we lived and the loved that lived within us will.