and so i've been wanting to do an open mic to take that step into my fear of the public to let others hear the voice i have inside but will the feedback hurt? will the reverb bore them? will the whoosh of my breath on the mic reflect the lack of air in my lungs the feeling of eyes glazing over or worse digging into my skin will my ear drums crumble upon the sound of my own words should i just stay and recite to the birds at least their mocking sounds like song