Fed up with the sorrow I have been trying to avoid during my gloomy days. Down there, where I push harder to get it all out and moan it away. All of my negative energy gets piled up after what I though was love. Its a lie indeed to myself. I know that night I will get back home to stare at my blank walls. To review my life for things I have messed out and messed up And because of this deep blues i will carry on as I am thinking to end it all.