I've got The weight of the world On my shoulders I carry the Earth on my back They throw stones at me But I throw boulders right back Cold shoulders Disregard to your hand on your strap I try to share warmth with this world But it just makes me colder I try to show my brothers Love But I have less and less As I get older And they can't come back I've learned to forgive And I have no regrets But I never forget Nah Not when it comes to this You can miss me with that Consistence Stay persistent God, I miss them Still I stay laid back Just like the way The piece always pops The red sight always dots And the steady aim always protects Lessons learned When you earned your stripes In the 'jects I’ve watched so many Loved ones leave Like the changing of the colors In the leaves That my heart Has begun to bleed It feeds the fire in my veins And the bullets in my teeth Of which I load into this magazine That hides the pain Buried deep beneath For all the brothers That I've lost to the streets Just like Pac I shed tattooed tears For multiple peers And failed to sleep well For multiple years So I drank multiple beers On the night that I lost all fear That was the night I told those cowards All come near So they can all come hear My rifle rear back As I blast back And I take the knife Out of my back And I stab back With a pen in my hand My pen is a bullet And only the one's Who didn't have time to think Before they pulled it Will ever understand