how's it been, living life to the fullest while wrapped in someone else's arms?
how's it been, turning away from someone who loved you with ardor greater than she thought?
how's it been, disregarding the times you've had, which were so real that leaving them was unthinkable?
how's it been now that we've caught up?
meeting up with an ex was less embarrassing and nervewracking than i thought. instead, i was enveloped in so many words that i had to spit out at them to make them able to comprehend what had happened to me.