can you see me? (I'm not sure I'd want you to) because after all- I'm just sitting here wasting in a world so fine so full of opportunities (so full of horrors) (full to the brim of every hate) so tell me this, can you see me? (I'd hate it if you could) I l o v e you with my heart (but even then I'd never know where to start) and I need you close to me (although I know I'll push you away far)