How can I put two words together that contradicts each other? How can I write things unknowingly for it to become a beautiful writing? It’s like how can I hold a heart that’s not mine. It’s like how I aim to shoot Cupid’s arrows into a heart that intentionally misses them. I thought I won but I did loose. They said the same way you get them is the same way you loose them, I look back to that phrase and confirm.