.... it's normal...maybe it's not, maybe, i overdo it....yet, i still do it... i always think of things to come ...at day time....even late nights, thinking too much of my children my children's children...i must always be there...for when they need help... i worry too about my siblings i even think of my siblings' brood my dear friends and their worries ...thinking how i can help them... later, i get weary....fed up at times, exhausted from worrying, wondering how i could offer even a bit of a remedy especially when they are too far to be touched warmly...or, my hands are tied, ....or, not that long to reach out...
i realize before long...i am not alone decidedly, i refuse to be solaced by the thought, that my worries could just be pebbles...not rocks... i musn't compare at all....