So So my mmy lover doesn't love me she sometimes wants to mount up and come o oror be taken over top while ms purple hitachi rattles the nub and if that's the case it's my design to initiate the act the art as if her will has left her heart for a better cognition where I'm better as a stand in mother for the one pushing from the nest my care is true my fealty firm but I'm cold without the burn so all night long I pour and drink caffeine I put myself in fire's arms within my wakeful dream