Too much effort, I’m giving in my all. I’m helping me out, To get up from the fall. Such a disgrace, I can’t stand even tall. Walking away, a task, I can’t even crawl. You look at me, Rolling your eyeball. I feel like a mess, Need alcohol. Being happy, a norm But **** protocol! I can’t fake a smile, I’m not a doll. Any well wishers? The number’s sure small. Will they stand by me? Help me build my wall?