A pump. A thump. A beat. My blood, pumping in my ears. A blur. A shake. A vibration. My eyes, trying to focus. A breath. A woosh. A whistle. My lungs grasping for air. Pounding. Tapping. Throbbing. In the center of my head. Ah-one. Ah-two. Ah-three. Focus on these numbers. Numbness. Itching. Crawling. The feeling of my skin. I take a step, Calm my mind. One more breath, One more time.