May 2018
Its been a affecting me
while I've been neglecting me
I'm Always ******* questioning me
Is this all necessary
As the blade cuts blood draws
been fighting in my own war
As i bleed out the answers pour
They not enough i need more
I tell my self I already know
Do I stay or do I go
Its thee end of the show
My last cut final blow
Tell myself and reassure
There will be no encore
Shut and lock the door
watching red stain the floor
Finally...through with it all.
while I've been neglecting me
I'm Always ******* questioning me
Is this all necessary
As the blade cuts blood draws
been fighting in my own war
As i bleed out the answers pour
They not enough i need more
I tell my self I already know
Do I stay or do I go
Its thee end of the show
My last cut final blow
Tell myself and reassure
There will be no encore
Shut and lock the door
watching red stain the floor
Finally...through with it all.
2 yearss ago i tried for the first time i was found and stopped, i soke to my best friend after and he said i understand and its your choice, but give it one more year and if you still feel the same then i understand. its been 2 years twice as long, im tired now just tired.., not sad not happy not depressed, im nothing, just tired...
