what if i died in my sleep? what if i died weeks from now? months? have i seen all i was ever going to see? do i know all i was ever going to know? have i dreamt all i was ever going to dream? have i lived all i was ever going to live?
maybe i was never fated to eat breakfast tomorrow morning maybe i was never fated to read the questions on my test tomorrow maybe i was never fated to hear the cheers of my classmates at our graduation maybe i was never fated to walk the halls of a college campus maybe i was never fated to meet the one person I could spend my life with maybe i was never fated to hold my child in my arms maybe i was never fated to see the top of mount everest maybe i was never fated to witness the death of stars maybe i was never fated to dive the depths of the ocean maybe i was never fated to watch the sun rise a thousand times
but maybe i was
my past thoughts have led to my current indifference to death.