You've always seen right through me... It's like I'm looking into your eyes and I see forbidden fruit... a forbidden love It's like I'm staring into a mirror trying so hard to look for myself but all I see is black. Like a corpse--- It's like I give all I have In love with you ---Ectoplasm--- I give all I am To be with you To let you feel Who I am... ----I am a poltergeist---- It's like I'm reaching out My hands open wide Extended towards you and when you look it's like you don't even see me---- We hug and it's as if you could almost just pass right through me---- It's like We love each other... But it feels like Necrophilia. It's like I'm gone... even if you're looking straight into my smile my smile I force myself for you to see it's like you're still looking--- you can't see me can you? forcing a smile on my face day by day do you even know that I just smile for you because I'm tired of you always crying for him night by night But you can't even See the smile don't you? ----It's like I'm his ghost---- It's like I'm a nightmare and I'm haunting you except I'm right here always right in front of you. ------always waiting to be noticed. always. Waiting for you to realize That love is not a ghost. Love is not a graveyard. Love is not somewhere lost. Love is not sealed up in heaven. Nor is it burning in the void of hell. Love is here Love is waiting in front of you always---- even as you were crying for him even as you were lying for him even as you were fighting for him even as you were falling for him even as you were breaking over him even as you were blinded by him even as you were losing him even as you were mourning for him... always---- Even if I'm the only love you're allowed to love, you've never allowed yourself to love me... You've always seen right through me...
We are both alive but when we hold each other it feels like necrophilia---- there is emptiness in your eyes even if I pour all I am to fill you up daily....