just breath, in and out surround yourself with peace all around, but when time stops and the instincts kick in, that is when the horror story begins, first I get cold and I feel so old, then I get numb and feel like i´m suddenly dumb, my mind turns to a cloud and all the sounds are so loud, I start to shake violently like an earthquake, remember to breath everyone always tells me, but its hard when you loose all control, and people telling you what to to gets so old, panic setting in and there is really no words to describe the stress i´m in. either I ill finally calm down or I will collapse lifeless to the ground, and what was the cause of all this horror? I don´t know but I will wake up and go on like there is no tomorrow.
Im trying to gt in contact with the cause of my extream anxiety. And Im trying to word the feelings out to get a greater knowledge and hopefully work with it i therapy and make it a little better. My challenge to my next meeting is to be able to sit still in a chair without distracting myself for 20 seconds at the 20 second mark is usually when I start to hyperventilate. Wish me luck