I don't want anything from you. I know that it sometimes seems like all I do is use you. I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. You're so much more to me than that. You raised me, for god's sake. No one could ever replace you. I need you so much, and I'm so scared that I'm going to lose you. The doctors can't get it right, and it keeps getting worse. We fight all the time but I can't live without you. I'm scared that those could've been the last words that I said. I know I went too far, and I can't go back. I can't apologize my way out of this one. You think that I want to replace you. I know that I act like I do. I love you so much. I'm sorry. I rarely cry. I am now. Please.
Enjoy what you have while you have it. You can lose it in an instant. Don't take people for granted. Love who you love while you can. Life is nothing until you lose everything.