My stomach hurts from the anxiety I feel everyday. I can't possibly describe it any other way. When I wake up from the two hours of sleep I had that night I feel the pain creep in just like a bright light. It shines it's darkness all around me And whispers things that quickly drain my glee. It makes my head and stomach ache. It makes me think all the times I felt fake. I get up and go to the bathroom To look into my mirror of absolute doom. It shows my face: exposed and pale Because lately my state of mind has made me so frail. I know it's a cliche emo thing to say But why did my life have to end up this way?