It was a lonesome and cold love A heartless love A painful love A love that wasn’t love A forbidden lust disguised as “love” And like love it was strong and powerful It moved my emotions It moved my thoughts It altered my views It changed my ways And it made me miserable It made me long for something unreachable Unattainable but felt like it was already at my fingertips; although never closer. Never further. The fear of moving away from it Kept me holding on Trying Losing A battle never to win always to lose Like a soldier I fought and I continued Just to learn That I was not supposed to be a soldier It was not my battle I bled for nothing I fought for nothing Lies laid there like dust never to be cleaned Slowly did I learn I had to let go Let go and move on But how do I? Teach me to be as heartless Teach me how not to crumble Teach me something I already know at heart but refuse to accept Stop coming back Stop leading me Leave your dust and do not come back to whirl it around the room again Just let me let go Please