Take me, take me. The words are a whisper on my lips. Knee-deep in the water, I continue moving forward, rocking back as the water crashes into my hips. Drown me, drown me. Seaweed wraps around my ankles. Fish swirl around my waist. The salt is now caking me. I let it soak into my skin as the water strokes my cheek. I'm being lulled to sleep; foam at my lips. This is the best feeling in the world. Can an ocean hear a lie? Blood bubbles up around me as the words pour from my soul, and I pray the sharks don't smell it. Water fills my lungs as I begin to sink into the darkness. I hit the bottom, sand swallowing me up and shells digging into my skin. I close my eyes. I wanted it.