I’m feeling fine,
I feel nothing at all.
Isn’t that fine?
Numb to the world.

Should I feel something?
Or is it better to feel
nothing at all?

The world is gray,
a blank page
I can’t seem to fill
with my emptiness.

I’m either choking
on my overwhelming emotions.
Or, I am nothing at all.

Feeling is too much,
I don’t know how to handle myself.
The numbness settles in,
erasing everything in me.

Just a shell
of who I used to be.