Trying to convince myself you don't really love me
Then the pain won't hurt as bad
Watching your decisions trying not to get mad
The thing about love is that it can make you so strong
Like nothing could ever go wrong
But it can also make weak
As if your heart had a leak
Vulnerability
Thinking who is she
That could never be me
Your so far away
Wishing we could just lay
Tears running down my face
As you softly wipe them away
Telling me everything is okay
Is it happening again
That insecurity
Never really knowing
Where you are going
What you are doing
Forcing myself to not think
As I am once again at the brink
Of possibly losing myself
For falling in love to deep