Trying to convince myself you don't really love me Then the pain won't hurt as bad Watching your decisions trying not to get mad The thing about love is that it can make you so strong Like nothing could ever go wrong But it can also make weak As if your heart had a leak Vulnerability Thinking who is she That could never be me Your so far away Wishing we could just lay Tears running down my face As you softly wipe them away Telling me everything is okay Is it happening again That insecurity Never really knowing Where you are going What you are doing Forcing myself to not think As I am once again at the brink Of possibly losing myself For falling in love to deep