i don't sleep well anymore i am lying to my friends because there’s nothing better to do i make music with my teeth as my therapist listens with enthusiasm (she must have pre-ordered from itunes) the mirror told me a joke and i was the punch line i don’t laugh at ****** knuckles, only stitches and their optimism did you know an octopus has 3 hearts and its probably because we last lovely few keep throwing cardiac glances to cerulean eyes i make mistakes im going to get a phD in loving myself outrageously so i can stop writing ****** poetry i'll probably fail out instead i’ll count sheep and the hours im never getting back i don’t sleep well anymore