I feel like I owe this to you, even though I don't know your last name. I don't know how you smile when he tells you that you're beautiful, and I don't know how you feel inside when you're both laying in bed at night after he takes what he doesn't deserve. I don't know how you'll react when you're finally honest with yourself and realize that he is a prizefighter and being with him is like a boxing match, that you won't win without a struggle. And every time the bell sounds you'll be less and less equip to defend yourself the longer you allow him to keep ******* at your sense of self.
So let me be your cutman, wiping the sweat from your brow and strongly suggesting you forfeit; because eventually his charisma and charm will seem like a distant memory and you'll forget why you started this fight at all. I guess I'm just trying to say get out with your integrity intact, while you still can, and I hope you never have to feel the way I felt.