he goes to work and sees too many things for a man who's barely 43 people in plastic wrap and suitcases bags and boxes wash up on the edge of the Mississippi sanguinary flowers bloom from temples and chests needles and pill bottles scattered on floors of broken homes victims and families go through so much more but that nagging worry still pierces my chest that one day it will become too much for that man who's barely 43 that it will hollow him out and that he will be haunted