I despise this feeling That doesn't have a sealing It wants to constantly be singing And in my head it never stops ringing I deserve to die I deserve to die I deserve to die I deserve to die I don't want this cheer Stop ringing in my ear You are a blight That I will never accept as right I deserve to die I deserve to die I deserve to die I deserve to die I want it to just end To have the ringing mend I want this life No matter the strife I want to live I want to live I want to live I want to live This is my name But after all this shame I deserve to die And this isn't an ugly lie It's a beautiful truth For this one and only youth